Upset

I was so upset yesterday that i texted him this..

"Please do or find something, i'm so down that
i wanted to give up"

What can i do? It's been almost 3 years since
his last stable job. We have 3 kids to feed,
house mortgage and car loan to pay..
My petty salary is not enough to cover all!

He's not lazy, 3 years ago he was a
very successful Salesman,
everything he touched turned to gold!
Our life was eventually making it's evolution..
then...evil stroke
one of his office mate put a spell on him..
making him loosing his focus,
making him loosing his passion in his work..
whenever there're problems,
instead of tackling it, he would sleep over it..
who suffered?
of-course we are!

He's been healed recently. After a few of unsuccessful attempts of
bringing him to see the 'healer' finally one fine afternoon last month, he agreed.
and now with prayers i'm hoping for the best.
I've got to...

Sometimes, during my sleepless nights..
i got myself thinking of our tormented years..
no wonder, sometimes i felt like i married a totally different person.
Now, he's strange behaviour is finally justifiable.
He didn't change, something changed him.
But thank God he's ok now.

Now he's taking baby steps one at a time
And, i've got to stay strong.
Divorce is not a settlement, never an issue.
Every day whenever he's got something on his mind,
i am there supporting him, encouraging him.
I hope for the best,
please dear Lord, I beg of You.
Please help him and please clear his way Lord.