tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729634050447831392012-02-16T00:39:59.793-08:00There Is No Greater Agony Then Bearing An Untold Story Inside YouAunt Agonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899320063178020168noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-372963405044783139.post-79781725214955732832008-06-26T01:45:00.000-07:002008-06-26T02:13:31.853-07:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">I was so upset yesterday that i texted him this..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">"Please do or find something, i'm so down that </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i wanted to give up"</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">What can i do? It's been almost 3 years since</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">his last stable job. We have 3 kids to feed,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">house mortgage and car loan to pay..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">My petty salary is not enough to cover all!</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">He's not lazy, 3 years ago he was a </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">very successful Salesman,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">everything he touched turned to gold! </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Our life was eventually making it's evolution..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">then...evil stroke</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">one of his office mate put a spell on him..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">making him loosing his focus,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">making him loosing his passion in his work..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">whenever there're problems,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">instead of tackling it, he would sleep over it..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">who suffered?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">of-course we are! </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">He's been healed recently. After a few of unsuccessful attempts of </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">bringing him to see the 'healer' finally one fine afternoon last month, he agreed.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">and now with prayers i'm hoping for the best.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I've got to... </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sometimes, during my sleepless nights..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i got myself thinking of our tormented years..</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">no wonder, sometimes i felt like i married a totally different person.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Now, he's strange behaviour is finally justifiable.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">He didn't change, something changed him.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">But thank God he's ok now.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Now he's taking baby steps one at a time</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">And, i've got to stay strong.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Divorce is not a settlement, never an issue.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Every day whenever he's got something on his mind,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i am there supporting him, encouraging him.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">I hope for the best,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">please dear Lord, I beg of You.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Please help him and please clear his way Lord.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/372963405044783139-7978172521495573283?l=auntagony.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Aunt Agonyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04899320063178020168noreply@blogger.com0